Sunday, August 30, 2009

ye mosht charand,na, kheili charand

emroz mesle baghie roza az khab bidar shodam,be sat negah kardam,ah chera inghad man sarkhizam,sat 7:30 ki pa mishe az khab,shabesham sate 2 khabide bashe!! taze bad az zoheresham nakhabide bashe!
khob dige ma bidar mishim,mesle hamishe aval computeram ro roshan mikonam,ye sar meebo mizanam ta bebinam kasi chizhi nanveshte,bad ye myfc miram ta nayeje footbalo bebinam,bade taze yesari dastshoyi miram!!
khob emroz chi kar konam? yekam zaban mikhonam,yekam chat mikonam,va are ,in khobe,yekam ahang gosh mikonam:
cheers darilin.....what am iiiiiiiiiiiiii darilin.........A piece of your cake?...........And I die when you mention his name.........
are dige ye roze dige dare migzare,ye sari be ketab dastanam mizanam,natore dasht,rastesh ketabe khobie! vali kheili zer mizane tosh,taze ye foshayi mide ke kaf mikoni chetori ejazeye chap dadan!!!
hala az ina begzarim sat 5 bad az zohr shode,hala yekam taghir to zendegi.... miram kelas zaban,onja vaghean behem khosh migzare,na vase inke zabane,vase inke vaghean onja sare halam,nemi2nam chera,vali khieli ro modam,onja ke mano mibinan migan che adame khoshhalie,vaghaen khosh be halesh,dare hal mikone,ama to zehne man chize digeyi migzare,vaghean behtarin sate rozame,ona ke nemi2nan vaghti alaki ehsase deltangi mikoni,va nemi2ni delet vase chi ya ki tang mishe!! che hese badie,vaghti boghz mikonio nemishe gerye kard,vaghti asabaye maghzet dare misoooooooozeeee,boye taafono hes mikoniiii!!! ye bar baye kard zadam dastamo nakar kardam,didam tamame ragam shokhtan!! kheili bad bod ,dashtan dod mikardan(ina hasele khondane on ketabaste) badesh dastamo ghat kardam gozashtam to firizer,na vase inke dige halate sokhtegi nadashte bashe,faghat mikhastam hes konam be2nam age damaye badanet 37 daraje bashe bad ye daste 10 darajehyi behet vasl konan che  hesi dari,akhe mi2ni chie,ma ke badanamon male khodemon nist!! bavar mikonin? bezar roshan konam ye chiziro,to ke mimiri ,tabdil be ye jor kod mishi ya harchi ke mire masalan to ye derkhat,ya hasele royeshe ye giah mishe,ke teye farayandi ye baba ya mamani mikhoranesh ke ghesmatish tabdil be sperm mishe,badam ke dige ye bache ke hasele badane toe be 2nya miad,ya mogheye hamelegi az vojode mano to on bache taghzie mishe,hala soali ke vase man pish miad ine vaghean ke roze ghiamat ke hameye adama 2bare sare ham mishan,mani ke har ghesmatam pishe yekie,koja miram!!!! mesle ghazie parande ha sare ham misham? pas on paranede ha chi mishan?
hala begzarim,az kelas ke bargashtam,chon sare eftar tamom mishe kelasemon,hich otobosi nist,va in avalin barie ke vasam in soal pish miad ke chera man tahala ba taxi nemiomadam,shayad az khiabone khalvat lezat mibordam,shayadam,na shayadam nadare,hatman az inke ba mosighi to khiabone khalvat rah miram lezat mibaram,enghad sedaye on lanatiro ziad mikonam ke age ye mashin poshte saram khodesho ba bogho havar bokoshe man nafahman,mesle ye gave vaghie!!!
bad tamamre rah piade miam ,kheili faz mide,shoma nemi2nid,akhe har ki ye jori hal mikone,mi2ni ke!
badesh miresam khone bazam hamon ghazi ha ,chat,ketab,myfc.... badam ke az farte khastegi khaaaab
yadam miad ye rozayi bod,fekr konam parsal bod to daneshgah,are,hamon moghe ha bod,khabam nemibor,yani ta khode 3,4 sob bidar bodam az ontarafam 8 bidar mishodam,kheili sakht migzasht,inodige omran befahmi,to khabgahe tarik ghadam zadan che hesi dare,ye deltangiye koshande,vali alan delam on rozaro mikhad,na ke delam tang shode bashe ha,na,vase ine ke on roza chand sat tanha bodam,mitonestam yekam ahang gosh konam,be2ne inke kasi mozahemam she!!!!! vaghen badtarin mogheye mozahemat ine ke to oje ahang bashi ,yani on tikeyi ke vaghean 2sesh dari ,bad yeki biad yeho ye chizi bege,vay mikham pasham fakesho beshkonam,vali heyf ke nemishe!!! darde saresh kheilie....
ye moghehayi ro yadam miad ke vaghean hes mikonam mihkam ye nafaro bezanam,masalan mogheye basketball bazi kradan,hamash az in mitarsam ke ye vaght topo bezanam to sorate joloyim,ya daram bayeki harf mizanam,mitarsam ke yeho bezanam to dahanesh,ya sare kelas on jolo ke neshastam delam mikhad pasham ye topo beshotam to dare kelas,ya pasham ba chob baseball ostade ta joone dare baezanam,vali az hamye ina bishtar 2st daram ke mano yeki bezane,kheili ham bezazae,ta haddi ke khon becheke azam,bad man khodamo contorol konam ke asabinasham,pasham behesh negah konam,bad boland bekhandam,vay che rozie onroz!!! bad yaro 2bare mano bezane ta jayi ke jaye salem namone ro tanam,bad 2bare saramo bolan konam(nake pasham,chon dige nemi2nam!!!) behesh bekhandam,aroma,chon dige age bekham boland bekhandam soratam dard migiere,fekr konam to on lahze on taraf az on hame kotaki ke mano zade bishtar behesh feshar biad!! bad biofte ro zamin,bad man khodamo behesh beresonam,tane lashamo bendazam rosh,bad estefragh konam!! nake az medam,az khonaye to dahanam,tof konam rosh,vay che hali mide!!!
val moshkel ine ke kasi ke mano bezane ,man az shedate khashm pasham mohkam bezanamesh,gar che chon davayi nistam,bad jori kotak mikhoram,pas hamon naghshe avale behtare ke kheili kotak bokhoramo ,,,,
bazi vaghta 2st daram ba ostadam davam she,bad pasham ba kole ghermezam az kelas beram biron,bad akharin lahze bargardam 4 ta foshe kharo madar ravonash konam beram biron,akh delam khonak mishe,vali mi2ni kojash bishtar hal mide,onjayi ke ostade to delesh bege bezar akhare term neshonet midam,vali man darso hamon roz hazv karde basham!! akh mikhandam,vali tike badesh ine ke terme dige hamon ostad on darsho erae bede,ya inke yeki az refighash,onvaght ye zire 10 ro bayad be jon bekharam....
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Anonymous said...

چنان در هم شکسته ایم که خرده ای از ما باقی نیست تا زیر ضربه گام های زمان خاک شود و از صدای در هم شکستن آن گوش نامردمیشان محظوظ شودوشماای خواب آلودگان بیهوده در نوشته های سیاه ما به دنبال خورشید گمشده خود می گردید ، جز گورهایی تهی نخواهید یافت ...
چقدر حوصله می خواهدما هر روز همدیگر را کم می آوریم و از هم کم می شویم ,کمتر ... کمتر
چقدر حوصله می خواهد,اصلا خودت فکر کن,تمام شهر را هم بدویم به هم نمی رسیم

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